i'm mad at myself. i did something really stupid not 10 minutes ago. i got a phone call that was expected yet nevertheless shook me on the inside. i should have not pushed the feelings aside. i told my friends and then just kinda went oh well and i shouldn't have done that.
i felt the explanation would have taken longer so i decided not to bother. now i'm wishing i had bothered. ugh....selfishly i hope she dies soon not because i want her gone but because she's suffered so long and with the cancer probably spread all over it's only a matter of time.
it's time to get ready to say good bye for the first time.......
Sermon: "Go and Make Disciples"
12 years ago
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